Thursday, April 26, 2012

Forced to Give Up

As you may have read in my last post, I have been battling pnuemonia. Because of my illness, I have had to miss this entire week of work. I am also being forced to give up on my dream of running my first 5K this Saturday. I am completely defeated right now. I'm dizzy, can barely read the screen and my hands are shaking from how weak my body is as I am writing this right now. I can barely walk to the bathroom, let alone a 5K. I trained for this 5K, I spent weeks and weeks sweating for my first 5K. Now, the dream that I thought was so close to coming true, is now farther than ever. I do not even know if there will be another 5K in our area before I turn 25. I wanted to finish my first 5K as a part of my 25 by 25 list. Now, I do not know for sure if this will be possible.

I am forced to give up on this 5K, but I refuse to give up on the goal. I will keep this on my 25 by 25 list.

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